So I met this man like over a year ago and for some darn reason he wont let me go. In the beginning I was already in a relationship and he knew that I was. But when we started talking my heart was like HELLO. I was so confused for the longest time cuz here Iam in a relationship but my heart is telling me that this guy right here on the internet was better for me. I ignored my heart and told the guy the guy that we could only be friends. Well, we kept talking for the longest time whenever I was online and he called me one night when my bf at the time had hurt me badly. This amazing guy was with me thru thick and thin of my last relationship, of course telling me the whole time I was better off, but I ignored that too. I was stuck in the fact that here I have a guy and if i left him I would be back in OR single and alone. That was the thought that went thru my head and babe thats why I didnt leave him. I loved the security even thou I knew it was so not righ for me to be with him. But in the end look where I ended up. In OR alone. I still have you tho and that makes my day. I also hope you know that I will be here for you forever and ever..Love you